Urban Dictionary describes “Eglaf” as a word that literally has no meaning, which can be used in place of any word.
Since the beginning of eternity, I feel like I’m totally like an eglaf. Someone who has no meaning and no reasons to exist (Well, My Blog’s name “Nihilist” can explain). I have no idea whether this is a gift from an unknown god or jinx to the selected humanity.
People keep on believing that life is a process of determining the reasons of their existence. Knowing what philosophy to believe, style they should posses, and dreams they should pursue. Believing that life is short and should be cherished in every way possible. But I’m constantly asking myself, ‘Who am I?’, ‘What is life?’ questions which cannot be answered by anyone and unable to asses by the most intelligent neurons of my brain. But thinking that I can write and create my own philosophy is a step out of an ‘eglaf’, I may not be a person of dreams and faith but I know that I am a person of skeptical attitude.
I have principles; I have emotions, affections, and lusts, things which cannot define an accurate existence rather fuels of an essential living. ‘Changes are the only constant in our lives’ weight, height, age, intelligence, emotion, etc. This also proves that constantly living with changes is one of the reasons not to define myself. Everything is changing; life is changing, so am I. I should not be bothered defining my steps because my surroundings will still believe on their own posits towards how I live. Whether I live in my best or worst. I will let them define who I am and continue driving my undetermined endless road.
There are many things that can define who I am, actions that could lead to the next picture of my life. All things which can change in the next years, months, weeks, days, hours, or even a blink of an eye. All I should believe is I am who I am and I am who I should become because like an eglaf, I can be someone which cannot be defined by anyone.
Re-post from nihilistubermensch.blogspot.com/